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CASE #: 347/DD5441, Madeleine McCann
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ok, I found the crazy email I had sent you before. and I only bother you with it because I WAS NOT crazy when I was reading that email you posted on your site. Gosh but I could not be at peace until I find it. So here, to corroborate a boggus threat.... nevertheless not to take it lightly.
You have some terrific abilities and gifts, I have some acquired abilities and other gifts. Instantly when I read what you had posted I thought, but that's the same person I had read in the other place.
Read almost at the bottom of the email I am forwarding you.
See the first entry of the person from the forum I mentioned? Check the email address and the nickname. bingo!!
This people are writing from Portugal in that forum. Damn but I was not mistaken when I thought they were trying to stop you from finding Madeleine.
This proves to me only one thing. They are probably involved and you have hit a nerve. Meaning... you are absolutely right about everything you have said.
I beleive that you should send a compy of those entries from that forum and a copy of the email you posted in your site to each person _you implicitly trust_ that has contributed to the fund. Let them see the relation.
Additonally I must say that I sense that you are not trusting anyone right now, including me. Why I sense? Because it is one of my gifts, sensing people and their feelings. If I am mistaken I apologize, if not, I understand, nevertheless you can corroborate my existence very easy through my job. Just thought I should add that.
Regardless, I need to send you this so you can see that both writers, the one you posted in your site and the one from the forum I found are the same. You arrive to your conclussions.
Thanks for your help, and I tried to run this case the best I could using any methods I knew of to help locate Madeleine.
It does seem that many people are more concerned about discrediting me and what I do.
I have been able to deal with it even after several threats of being sued, one even coming from the McCann's themselves.
I have also tried to filter out all the negative and non-productive comments from my case pages, many of them were just hate filled emails against the McCann's.
I have never lied to anyone, and everything I did was with on goal in mind...this goes the same for all my cases.
I will not be able to continue to keep this case open, nor do I really want to go to jail.
I was, and still very certain that Madeleine's at Murat's house...the comments I made about breaking in were true.
If I was outside his house, and I knew for sure Madeleine was inside...and no one would do anything about it...I would break in.
This to me would be justified, and jail would really not concern me too much, but the consequence for my family would be.
Being arrested as soon as I land would not be good, as it would accomplish nothing more than proving something is really wrong in Portugal.
As for the fund, I should have never started it...and now I have to explain to 123 people why I'm not going...refunding the money is not a big deal, as only purchased a small camera (69.95 US) and a passport (205.US).
There is still something that can be done...use what I have posted and investigate it. Everyone knows what I was going to to when I got there...and this can still be done...just not by me.
Another positive issue about the authorities wanting to arrest me...they must be close to solving this case if my interference would cause such problems.
The only issue in this case is to find Madeleine, and that's what I suggest everyone do.
I am writing you through here because although in the email you sent me when I subscribed it states to get in touch with you through Myspace if we need to do so, it has been so long since I signed up in MySpace that my email address is different there and I wasn't sure if I needed to use this same one with which I subscribed to your site, so as you don't have confusions of who I am.
I am forwarding you this email I sent yesterday because it appears I put the wrong subject to it. The only reason why I think it is important is because I believe some people are trying more than harm you, find out detailed information about what you will be doing in Portugal and perhaps stop you from finding Madeleine. You see, for what I understood they are going to become subscribers (if they haven't already done that) and contributors to the fund in order to get access to your whereabouts and other details. So at this moment I don't know what kind of special access procedure you can create so that only real concerned members can know the details but I am sure you will think of something :)
As I am finally home (again) and in my PC, I have taken some time to read through your site with the introduction email you sent me. Browsing through it I was curious about the questioning emails about your ability that you got. And then, of course, I read your comments about US government organizations trying to mess with your site, or close it or something like that. And then I got sad, no reason to do that, I know, but immediately I thought "no wonder Kevin or Brian didn't answer anything about my offer to look into the creating a fund help email". Well, in that particular email I mentioned I work for the government, I suppose with all these people trying to mess with your site then you have every right to feel kind of irky for anyone working for the government. But work for the government I do and without a shame in that :), although I am no body special, neither do I know any top brass. Ahh yes, well, I am prior service too and I have someone very dear to my heart in the Air Force so that makes you kind of family too :). By the way, I am a professional English-Spanish translator, if you ever need help with that you have but to ask.
I must apologize for being a space cadet, I should have mentioned, as I had every good intention of doing so in my previous email, offering my good wishes firstly and congratulations because your father's health is better, I sincerely hope that he gets completely well. You have a very, very nice family. I have seen all the pictures you have posted in your site, your kids are shooooooooo cute, the love you give them shows� in their smiles, though their eyes, and the newest baby is the topping in the cake, I am so glad everything came out ok with the birth of your new baby. Now you and you're wife have a little princess� and sugar and spice and everything nice :)
I still need to send for my seed and take my time looking through your entire website. Yeah I know, you have a lot, but I am sure there must be something I can help you with. I still don't know where to write to you exactly, and I have my log in password but I don't see anywhere where a log in key, I am sure I will get there eventually. I also will be a contributor member to your fund. Every change that I have gone to your site I have not had the information I need close by but tonight is a good time as any, so I will be doing that to.
Brian, the reason I arrived to your website might sound crazy to some people but nothing is crazy to me, coincidences do not happen, and today, while looking at your family pictures, I confirmed my believe� you could have knocked me with a feather like they say down yonder. You see, when Madeleine first disappeared and I saw her picture in the news, I felt sorry and sad and started keeping up with the news hoping against hope that she would be found, feeling really hopeless myself because there was nothing that I could do from here to help. I had a very strange dream then about this little girl. Strange because the dream came out of no where and because while the news kept putting out whatever bogus claims came out of Portugal, including their believe that her parents killed her and are still only looking for a body instead of trying to find the little girl, in my dream I saw her alive and kicking, I mean, it wasn't a long dream, it was very short but in it I was looking at her while she laughed so joyfully while a white man smilingly was showing her something on the ground. She shrieked with joy when she saw what it was; she was looking at a rabbit. She then approached the rabbit bouncing in each step and picked it up for me to see: Now, for the life of me I didn't know what to make of that dream, really, I haven't even dared mentioning about it to anyone so as not even my kids would laugh at me, it was just crazy I would tell myself many times, why the heck I dreamed about her� holding a rabbit! �. Well, tonight I just froze there for a minute while looking at your website because the rabbit that she was showing me while she gave it hugs and kisses was none other that yours truly rabbit on your picture� ufff� whatever it means, crazy or not, I am letting you know of my tiny out of no where dream with this precious little girl, and say precious not because she is beautiful but because I have feeling she is more special that what we know about her� on that note, I believe that when her mother said, -she is a very special little girl- she wasn't telling the world the whole truth about how special she is, and I am thinking perhaps that is why you think that they know something. I think they do, but it has nothing to do with what happened, rather my senses and the energy they project tells me that it has to do with other mysteries, some that perhaps they are unable to decipher themselves or tell.
As I am finally home (again) and in my PC, I have taken some time to read through your site with the introduction email you sent me. Browsing through it I was curious about the questioning emails about your ability that you got. And then, of course, I read your comments about US government organizations trying to mess with your site, or close it or something like that. And then I got sad, no reason to do that, I know, but immediately I thought "no wonder Kevin or Brian didn't answer anything about my offer to look into the creating a fund help email". Well, in that particular email I mentioned I work for the government, I suppose with all these people trying to mess with your site then you have every right to feel kind of irky for anyone working for the government. But work for the government I do and without a shame in that :), although I am no body special, neither do I know any top brass. Ahh yes, well, I am prior service too and I have someone very dear to my heart in the Air Force so that makes you kind of family too :). By the way, I am a professional translator if you ever need help with that you have but to ask.
Well, this email has turned out to be very long, if you post it take away my personal information stuff, that is not for public knowledge but I wanted to share it with you because in this odd world we have to legitimize ourselves so as not to make our virtual friends uncomfortable and weary, particularly when websites are attacked. If you are ever in the DC let me know, I would love to meet you.
Take care and thank you for taking the time to read this loooong email, I know you have your hands full. My best wishes to you and your family. Ohh, and tell me exactly where is it that I need to write other than MySpace when I need to write and ramble that is :)� pretty please, if you don't mind.
From D.C. with love,
The incongruence of the human mind and intelligence (in some people) never ceases to amaze me in that, being capable of producing thoughts, the outcome fails to create coherence and stimulate positive energy, rather, unsuccessful in the ethical essence of life and soul, lack the fundamental nature to care for another human being. Not satisfied with that and lacking the capacity, willing and unwillingly to care and to help, embark themselves in the intent of destroying good efforts.
And you might ask yourself what I say that and I will come to that, it will be remiss of be if I let this pass but before, I must say that you are at liberty to post this message or not. You decide, you know what is best for this endeavor. I would prefer that you do for the benefit of all the wonderful people that visit your site and have embarked, one way or another, in helping to save little Madeleine. It seems no one else really is doing that. So when I see full blown generosity of heart and effort, everyone needs to be commended, including you, there is no doubt in my mind that each person that so freely gives his or her effort, will be blesses many, many times in wonderful ways.
Looking for your site doing a search, because I am not at my regular PC at the moment, I came upon this site/forum which I wish to bring to your attention and also to enlighten about some things to those that I know visit your site every day with the whole purpose and intent in destroying the efforts being carried out here.
First, are you aware that someone has done a "full background" investigation on you _without your knowledge_? I presume that, besides being illegal, someone is giving himself more powers and airs than the mere keyboard as if our _very tight_ laws in that aspect would allow just anyone to do that LOL. Nevertheless, he is posing as a Mr. know-it-all to destroy everyone's efforts here. And since apparently they are writing from Portugal, at least it appears so, my question does not fall far behind as to their motives. Are they perhaps involved in the disappearance of Madeleine or in the wish that she not be found, uhmmmmmmmmm...
these are some interesting postings, taken aside from the rest nothingness...
9th October 2007, 12:13 AM #131
Join Date: Jun 2007
Posts: 22 i ran a full background check on him (i wonder if i can claim this back where do you send invoices to uk-skeptics....just kidding) and the name address seem to match unfortunatly criminal records are often incomplete and i was unable to tie any down to him but everything else seems to tally
Also�. There seems to be a question in this little group's minds about your passport, of course, with the pure intent of harming you and creating doubt against you, making fun of everyone else who is helping you. And since you have not explained here, I will do it for you >) for the benefit of your overseas helpers and friends of this site. Although the passport website states that it only takes 2-3 weeks, in actuality at the present moment it takes longer than that, rush or no rush, because of a new law in effect here in the United States regarding passports. A few months ago, when the law came in effect, there was a backlog of 6 months; it was all reported in the news. Presently we're kicking� I mean, they have started to process them faster, nevertheless, the 2-3 weeks is still a little bit in the air but I am confident your passport would get to your hands any day now, actually, personally I think it is better and faster to request it through the site and have it mailed that going directly to DC.
Last but not least, there is a very important item that I wish to bring to you and everyone's attention, that is, to everyone that has contributed to the fund.
It appears that these people are planning or scheming a way to find out the private details of your trip and other important stuff, including the private webcam. So, I leave you food for thought ;)�.. this is the way they are planning on doing it..
Originally Posted by siestatime
So he�s coming over here - allegedly.
Is there any way of tracking him, or have I been watching too many 007 films?
Today, 04:23 AM #155
Join Date: Sep 2007
Posts: 7 If you pay up you will be allowed access to the live section of the trip page: you will supposedly be able to watch what he is up to, because he claims he is going to broadcast his journey via webam.
'nough said my friend,
From D.C. with love,
A email was sent out to all 123 people that donated stating how to get their money back...from what I know refunds should be issued the same day...and again...I'm sorry I let everyone down.
i have been following your site since shortly after madeleine mccann went missing, i also donated to your fund.
I was disapointed tonight to see what had been sent to you. Have you checked this information out as the email address is not a uk one and the spelling is clearly not english. Seems to be more like american spelling.
Not that i would want you to get into any trouble - your own family must come first but i really do think somebody is trying to put you off going. Can you not check this out with someone?
Hi Debi, the email seem legit as well as the threats.
Getting arrested at the airport would not accomplish anything...gettting arrested at Murat's home might...I'm not giving up, but will not be so public about my actions.
Hi again Brian,
I went to that site and copied everything from beginning until the last post from that site. 183 pages of it that I am keeping just to satisfy my anger. Youbeing had by soeme fools and they have caused the greatest damage... the thing is that when initially I landed on that site through a search, that is precisely what I flet... and I warned you about it too.
If you by any chance want what I copied then be my guest and ask. Because now they are goading that they caused you to stop and in top of that they had a bet.
The only question I have is this... I was suprised to see in that site a paragraph that you wrote to me. This :::
"Getting a flight to Lisbon is easy, and there are lots of them...I'm driving my pickup to the airport and leaving it there. My wife is basically in tears because she thinks I'm going to get into trouble over there, she knows how persistent I can be. I keep asking myself what other option do I have besides breaking into Murat's home and looking for myself....if noone else is going to do this, and I think she is still there...what else can I do? I have thought this over long and hard...and if I'm not invited in...how else can I see what's in that hidden room is what I have been seeing in so many of my dreams."
If you wrote it in your site I don't know because I have been working my fingers to the bone becasue of the inferno in California, bjust wondering. That's all.
Anyhow. If before I was angry about them stupid fools, now I need a walk. And if I feel that way, I don't even there as you to describe you how you feel about this.
Hi Magda, I have copies of everything on my server, and local copies as well...how are thing's going out there?
Oh...My intention was to make all my actions public...forcing whoever was involved to take notice of my intentions...and then using this against them.
If Madeleine was or still is in Murat's house, someone would try and stop me from finding out.
reading on your site supposibly from uk police which is a yahoo address, im sure if the uk police was taking note to what you arfe sayinging they would not have a yahoo address, i think some one is trying to put you off, im sure the uk police would welcome any help from the public in finding madeline, so brian dont take any notice to the yahoo email person.carry on with what you are going to do, please xxxx for madelines sake . authorities in the uk dont use yahoo, i guess it is a hoax to scare you why i dont know.
Hi, I believe it's legit and would explain many thing.
Brian, do you think this email is serious. I have looked it over again, couple of spelling mistakes but very worrying. Please don't go.
Hi Diane...yes I believe it is very serious...and I'm not...but I still hope someone does do something.
I noticed that you ceased working on the McCann case. Just wanted to say that I think
This was the right thing.
I have been born with a gift/curse (inherited by my mother), and I try to ignore it to the best of
.But there are times no matter how hard I try to live without it, it pops up.
That is how I found you. I initially thought that this guidance was to help with Madeleine,
Then over time I realized it was about YOU, not her.
I emailed you initially because had the impression I was to relay to you
The importance of listening to your own gift, and to trust it. I felt your dreams in miles of fog.
In a sense being blinded. That is why I suggested taking a day or so off.
Even writing this, I feel that I�m not expressing exactly what is supposed to be relayed here�
But hope its making at least some sense to you.
Okay, I had this message I I was supposed to give you. Deleted it out of here many times because
It seems soo silly, but my hand won�t seem to send this email without it lol.
The message I am to pass on to you is: �Others need you. We try to find our path,
But sometimes loose our way in our attempt to make it happen, it is time.�
Good luck Brian in everything you do. There was a weight lifted off my shoulders when I saw you
Were off the Madeleine case.
Thanks Tracy...I do believe that the work my readers and I have done will help, and I do not need to be the one to actually locate her.
The information is out there and hopefully someone will follow up on it...my wife is very relived...but she still thinks I'm going...which is not true.
If I did...she and my kids would be the only ones that will know until I got back.
SORRY, I HAVE READ THE DOCUMENT NOW, (I CLICKED ON THE LAST DOCUMENT AND HADN'T READ THE BIT ABOVE! ) I FIND THIS TO BE VERY UNBELEIVABLE! ALL YOU HAVE DONE IS TRY TO HELP FIND MADDIE AND IT IS SO SAD THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS TRYING TO STOP THAT FOR SOME REASON!
THE MORE PEOPLE THAT ARE OUT LOOKING FOR HER THE BETTER AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED, AND THIS IS NOT AT ALL HELPING MADDIE, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE RIGHT!!
ARE YOU SURE THIS IS A LIGIT LETTER, THEY COULDN'T EVEN SPELL PORTUGUESE PROPERLY??
MY QUESTIONS ARE WHY ARE THEY SO CONCERNED ABOUT A MAN THAT WAS SEEN AT THE RESORT NEAR HER ROOM, HAS KIDDIE PORN, AND ALSO HAS HER DNA IN HIS HOUSE??
AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED HE SHOULD HAVE NO RIGHTS AT ALL, WHAT ABOUT MADDIES RIGHTS?? IS IT RIGHT THAT HE HELPED TO ABDUCT HER????? NO IT IS NOT, HER DNA IS AT HIS HOUSE FOR GODS SAKE, WHAT ABOUT THAT??
I AM REALLY AFRAID NOW THAT THIS WILL NEVER END AND MADDIE WILL NEVER BE FOUND!
DO YOU MIND IF I SENT THAT LETTER OF TO THE MCCANNS TO SEE IF THEY HAVE ANY IDEA ABOUT IT, I THINK IF THEY DON'T THEY MAY WONDER WHY A PERSON WHO IS TRYING TO HELP IS BEING TOLD NOT TO?????? MAKES ME WONDER WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON?? I FEEL THAT YOU NO TO MUCH AND SOMEONE IS TRYING TO STOP YOU>>...
P.S YOU NEVER SAID THAT YOU WERE GOING TO BREAK IN EITHER, YOU ONLY SAID THAT YOU HOPED YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO, YOU ACHUALLY STATED THAT YOU WERE GOING TO KNOCK ON ROBERTS DOOR AND HAVE A CHAT TO HIM, WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT???
ANYWAY I HOPE YOU ARE OKAY, DON'T TAKE IT TO HARD, I KNOW YOU MUST BE MAD, ALL YOU WERE TRYING TO DO IS HELP FIND 'LITTLE MADDIE MCCANN' WHO AFTER (6 WHOLE MTHS) IS STILL MISSING??? IF THEY DON'T WANT YOUR HELP AND IF THE LETTER IS LIGIT THEN THERE IS NOT MUCH THAT YOU CAN DO IS THERE??
I KNOW THAT THERE IS ONE LITTLE PERSON OUT THERE THAT WOULD BE VERY THANKFULL TO YOU FOR YOUR EFFORTS, AND THAT IS LITTLE MADDIE, IF SHE KNEW THE TROUBLE THAT YOU HAD BEEN GOING THROUGH TO HELP HER BRIAN, I KNOW THAT SHE WOULD BE GREATFULL TO YOU, AND I MUST SAY THAT IF I WAS HER MUM I WOULD OF HAD YOU OVER THERE AGES AGO! YOU NEVER NO WHO IS GOING TO FIND HER, AND MAYBE IT WAS GOING TO BE YOU! BUT BECAUSE OF OTHER PEOPLES OPINIONS THE CHANCE TO FIND HER MIGHT JUST NOT HAPPEN NOW. BUT IF SHE ISN'T FOUND DO NOT EVER BLAME YOURSELF, YOU ARE A WONDERFUL CARING AND VERY LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE WONDERFUL MAN AND I WANT YOU TO REALISE THAT. YOU WIFE WILL TELL YOU THE SAME THING!
IT IS NOW TIME FOR YOU BRIAN TO LOOK AFTER YOUR FAMILY! GET A BLOW UP PADDLE POOL, ADD SOME WARM WATER, GET SOME LITTLE BOMB BALLOONS, WATER GUNS FOR THE BOYS AND PLAY WITH YOUR KIDS, THEY ARE GROWING FAST AND I AM SURE THAT THEY WOULD LOVE THIS TIME WITH 'THERE FATHER', INCLUDING LITTLE 'ALLI' I AM SURE SHE WOULD 'LOVE' TO HAVE LOT'S AND LOT'S OF KISSES AND CUDDLES FROM HER 'DADDY'. - AND SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!
ALL THE BEST BRIAN,
YOUR FRIEND ANGIE
Thanks Angie...no I never did say I was going to break in...but I did say that if I were sure she was in there...I would...and this is still true.
Again, I'm not a psychic, and all I was going to do was investigate my dreams and what tips I have received from readers...I have made all this information public...and it still can happen.
It�s such a shame you can�t go � I really think you would have made a difference in helping find Madeleine. However I understand that you can�t go given what the authorities are saying.
Even after Madeleine is found, I will continue to follow your site. I think what you do is amazing.
Thank you for the lifetime login, it will be interesting to see the other bits of your website.
Take care, and thanks again for all you have done and are doing for Madeleine (and of course all of the other missing children in the world).
Thanks Jo, and thank you for supporting me :)
Hi Natalie, thanks, and I want you to know that your help in this case is every bit as important as mine. Yes, this case has affected me...it's something that I thought I could control...but I guess not...and yes, I'm very angry...and I know I shouldn't be. As far as the refund goes, you do not have to take it back, that's up to you, but if you need the money, I suggest you take it back.