Show is cancelled...

[Brian]

10.12.2009: Seems I was wrong again on the Asiling Symes case and it's bothered me deeply.  Not just because I was wrong, but because I'm starting to wonder if the work I do is actually causing more harm than good.  After reading several articles on what happened to this poor child and and how far off I actually was, I'm seriously doubting myself and any ability I may have to help locate missing people.  I've also read the skeptic blogs on this case and several others, and I have to agree...unless we have specific enough information that police can use, we should stay out of other people's business.  There are too many emotions involved and I don't think I'm strong enough to handle this type of work anymore, for that I'm sorry. As of today, I'm officially done working on public missing person cases, MPTV and the MP Radio are no more, I'll continue to do what I started with...recording and posting my dreams.  If in the future someone directly involved with a missing person case needs my help, I will of course be available.  All missing person websites that we maintain and host will remain open, but will no longer include my dreams unless I have a exact location.


Thank You for understanding, the final MPTV Show is located here.


Brian

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[Two-fold Universe]

I'm starting to wonder if the work I do is actually causing more harm than good

If it's any help, I think what you do IS valuable but Im not sure that its you who is supposed to do the other half of the job Brian. I see LOTS in your dream notes which you dotn seem to see yourself, and the reason for that is, other people have had the real life connections that you can't possibly have had. eg. you drew the house my friend lives at with her shed roof blowing off and the imagery of soundwaves of her drums coming out of the side of her upstairs bedroom. I recognise this location because I WAS THERE. I know it's her house and even the reference to Bipolar disorder, that was what she spoke about during a bizarre middle of the night phonecall to an unknown person.

What surprises me is you seem concerned about your ability to help in missing person cases but you still havent responded to my appeals to you for co-operation over some of your Madeleine McCann dreams even though Ive desperately appealed for you to contact me. That therefore is a contradiction to seeming to want to be "helpful" because I think you can directly and immediately help me enormously but I cant get you to reply.

Perhaps you need to see more clearly in what ways you ARE able to help, not focus on being disgruntled/down about how you can't help in the ways you expect to be able to?